that was sure pointless... i hate television sometimes

four jackasses talking about something they cannot complete... go jessy james

hows the world today? i havent been paying attention. this is boy's recovery day, thats what today is.
a day of absense. that was yesterday as well actually.. just enjoying poetry, personal enjoyment, and suprisingly, no restrictions of any kind

for like, two and a half days. i had absolutley nothing to do, so i stayed home. i went to a friends house and hung out, but hoorah, not a lot of requirements. i hung out, did virtually nothing productive, and enjoyed the walking, smoking a joint as i walked towards a beautiful lake.

i walked with a friend of mine, you may know him
you may not.

anyhew, we walked with a friend of ours, who you may also know, and i smoked a joint, we had conversation, and then we walked on a playground

may i add, the thing was flooded half a foot.

yes, that was fun..

overall, ive realized two things; when i do nothing, i become nothing.

i sit, and comprehend what has got me to that place. that situation in my life, and when i evaluate it, it destroys me

i realize that a life full of pain, heartbreak, evaluation, wieghed and found wanting have led to me

and im not happy with me